Swingsy

I'm scaling new heights hahaha


Passion run


Cheesecakesssssssss


Hiding from paparazzi..don take my pictures


Treats from colleagues


From the office pantry


Mama & Papa chopsticks that sis bought from Japan


Our makeshift mini mahjong


The sign says it all


I'm Gingerbread man



Hollywood Best Daughter goes to........MEEEE

Every sat is spent at NDP, it's tiring but fun. From Nee Soon Camp and now at Padang, I get to know more people every week and every NDP training gives me surprises.

Last week while I was queuing up at the water point, an army guy waved at me and on closer look, it's Wei Da hahaha! I was wondering why this guy is waving to me cuz all the army guys look almost the same to me as they are all wearing the same uniform, with black specs and short hair. Got to know that he's performing in one of the segments and he's also surprised why i'm there haha. I told him that next time he sees me, he need to 打招呼 to me cuz I don't think I'll be able to recognize me hehe. Then I also get to know that Daniel is involved in NDP also, but I've to go all the way to Suntec there to find him. I didn't have the time to go and find Daniel cuz really busy, have to settle the girls and then i short of one marshal also. Daniel, I'll try to squeeze out some time to go find you or we meet somewhere halfway so I don't have to walk so far, muz take picture with this 阿兵哥.

Yesterday training was better than the one last week. The girls are more enthu and their marching have improved. Oh ya, I've a personal butler in NDP and my tai-tai kaki. During yesterday training, i got another surprise. The girls have already went down to assemble and are starting their warm-up before going to Padang. I stayed upstairs for a while to settle some logistics stuff with Junie. After settling the stuff, we went down to join the girls. As I walked down the stairs, there was a SCDFCC Sir and Mdm coming up, then suddenly this Sir looked and pointed at me and then said "Er, excuse me.." I thought he was gonna asked me for directions or something, then he continued saying "You are the Guide from CCK is it?" I was stunned for a while, how did this guy knew that I was previously from CCK, that was like how many years ago? Then I looked at him for a few seconds and then I said "Ya..you are from NCC right?" LOL, I totally didn't expect to meet someone from the same sec sch batch as me, wait is he the same batch as me? Hmm I think so, let's ask him next week. But I didn't get the opportunity to talk to him cuz when I'm free, I can't see him. Maybe I shall stalk him on FB first muahahah, but I don't know his name (can't rem).

I just realised that it's been quite some time since i last updated my blog. Pretty busy with work and girl guides activities, my weekends are burned but i'm enjoying it :) Work is going on fine with a bunch of good colleagues. Just last month, I was nominated by my YA commissioner to attend an international youth conference to be held in Japan in August, so right now still waiting for the status from the organisers. NDP trainings are fun with all the guides and YAs, even though there are occasional problems here and there. I need to work on my NYAA, just realised that I'm gonna hit the age limit pretty soon :(

I don wanna say goodbye, i don like saying goodbye, but 天底下没有不散的宴席。 Saying hello and goodbye are part of life, and I reckon that everyone has to go through it. Time really flies, months ago we just said hello to one another and now it's time for us to part and say farewell. I can't believe the moment has come and I can't bear to say goodbye to all of you. I'm so glad that I'm able to meet you guys, and I think it must be due to all the good deeds that I've done haha. I'll miss each and everyone of you, and thank you for all the good time in Australia. You are all so awesome! Hope that all of us will be able to meet up again one day, even though it's difficult, it's not impossible.

Goodbyes are not forever.
Goodbyes are not the end.
They simply mean I'll miss you
Until we meet again!

I'm feeling terrible. I'm not well mentally and physically, arrghh!!  FML (I usually don swear, but at times like this i think it's ok)

Mentally: still kinda trying to get over my grandpa's death, even though I'm feeling much better now.
Physically: I have the worst allergic reaction of my life! My whole body is covered with big red itchy raised patches and the doctor couldn't tell me what I'm allergic to. I guess I can be my own doctor because I myself got it correct that I'm down with an allergic reaction and I need anti-histamine and I don't know what I'm allergic to. I can't believe how I manage to tolerate the itch since yesterday and decided to consult the doctor today. At times like this, you wished that someone is by your side caring for you, not that i don't have. I really wish to tell my family about how terrible I'm feeling right now, but then I decided not to because they are busy with the funeral stuff and I don't wanna make them worry about this minor thing. I know allergic reaction can be quite serious, but comparing this to the funeral, I think this is just a small case.

Hope the allergic reaction goes away really really soon cuz I still have my scientific report to write. There goes my weekend, blah...

阿公去世了。 我听了消息后， 整个人崩溃了。

希望您能安心的去吧，安息吧。

My grandfather has just passed away. When I heard the news, i just couldn't control myself and started crying.
Grandpa, may you rest in peace.

Finally got everything settled, phew!

All that there's left to do is to persevere and i hope at the end of it, i'll be able to get what i want.

HAPPY 44th NATIONAL DAY. SINGAPORE!!!


I LOVE SINGAPORE & I'M PROUD TO BE A SINGAPOREAN!!!


WE ARE SINGAPORE, SINGAPOREANS!

why doesn't things go smoothly?
why things don't happen as expected? 
why nobody show some concern or give some help?
why am i mostly alone?
what am i supposed to do?

昨天晚上我用Skype的视频与家人通话，从妈妈那里得知阿公进医院了，而且他的情况不是和好。 他不能吃，也有呼吸困难需要靠氧气供应帮助呼吸。 家里的人多多少少已经有些心里准备阿公随时会走， 所以妈咪就问阿妈我需不需要回去参加阿公的丧事， 阿妈间接的表示我需要。妈咪就问我是否能回去， 如果回去会不会影响学业？我就告诉她如果是在这个月内的话应该没什么大碍，如果真的有事的话我可以和讲师商量一下，应该没问题的。妈咪过后就叫我留意一下飞机票，去找便宜的来回机票。 她也吩咐我要把我的新加坡和澳洲的手机一直留在身边，万一有什么事她可以随时联络到我。听到这些后，我的心情变得有些沉重，突然觉得自己很无助，什么都不能做，连去看望他都不能， 只能在这里痴痴的等家里给的消息。 心里在想说阿公去世也好，他大病情已经托了一年了，不如让他走免得让他继续受苦。 这个想法似乎有点不孝， 可是让他继续受苦也不是办法啊。 所以就让命运来决定吧， 该走的时候谁也逃不掉的。